Schizotypal Forum

I sometimes experience strange effect when I listen to my Mp3 player. I put play sequence on shuffle mode to randomize tracks. When I listen songs I wonder what next song will be and what I want to listen I thought of song name and than it appears even if its on random sequence. It just like I control the mp3 player with my brain. I also believe I have predictive powers I have predicted many events in my life and other world. I think mental power is different to anyone and maybe peopole of our kind despite our problems have strongest mental power.

I work in a holistic centre and many of the people there beleive in all of the above. It is quite amazing really, because these are people very often admired by others and they dont think you are a freak if you talk about this stuff. The actually encourage it. My friends often think I just say freakky stuf...lol.
I sometimes think that I can see things in the future, at work they say I should develope the skill, and master it. To be quite honest, dont think I would like to...
A post earlier on in this discussion mentioned that we repeat ourselves a lot, I think this is also true, I believe that is what Dejá-vu could be, just being aware of an action or series of actions which took place in the past...

I have this thing lately where I think that my boss is going to have some kind of stroke or get ill. Cant get it out of my head. Hope she doesnt, cos she is really nice...

I believe in telepathy, but only in rare cases does it actually happen. I guess you could interpret it as a schizophrenic symptom, which isn't surprising since I have been diagnosed with psychotic disorders. The unusual thing is I started believing in it after a period of trying to withdraw from antipsychotics. I'm not sure if there is a connection.

I don't dismiss it. My church community dismisses it but I don't . I am perceptive to it and sometimes I feel that I can connect to it. I tired to explain to people once that a battle field commander has to look at both maps. There is the tactical map which is what's before him in the here and now and the strategic map which is what's going to be affected in the long run. I see things on two different planes of existence and because I do that the norms feel that they have to isolate me. What would the world be like if they isolated Einstein? He had issues like us. I do feel as if i connect with the paranormal to an extent. I am fascinated by it. I like watching the spook shows like "A Haunting" and Ghost Hunters. I then look up where these places are and I even look for stories of places nearby. Do I believe in psi ratings? Yes. Do I believe that we can use the "Force" like Luke Skywalker, no.

I've thought about this. I sometimes think my friend, who is quite a spiritual person and claims to be psychic, can remotely hear my thoughts. Not through body language, but from a far. I worry about this and then think bad thoughts about her, which is distressing if I think she can hear or see them.