Schizotypal Forum

I want to introduce myself to you - my user name is "schizotipping" but I go by the name Jazz. I found this forum after having done a google search for anything schizotypal. No, I have not been officially diagnosed with the disorder - rather I have self - diagnosed. With out going over all of the symptoms like a checklist I will just tell you that I fit the bill.
I'm an oddball and I have a hard time fitting with anyone who isn't kinda' strange or eccentric. I do not however see this as being a bad thing and sometimes even think that its cool in a way. The only thing I find difficult to deal with is paranoia and ideas of reference - this can get to be a bit much. I have a hard time getting close to people because I'm always looking for some cruel hidden motive. Or I feel like they can read my thoughts and stuff. This is draining for me and others.
I came here because I would like to be able to discuss these issues with others who might understand or who might be able to offer me the wisdom of their experience. I believe that there is something healing in knowing others who get it.
Look forward to getting aquainted.
~J

Welcome!

I am also a bit eccentric. The most important thing is to be yourself.

Ecco.

cheers Ecco

Hello, and welcome Jazz

thank you - I am already enjoying the conversation

I know what you mean......