Schizotypal Forum

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I have made this group because I believe that individual can express there individual views about any choosen subject.

I have added some study work I was been working on over a year ago, I am not entitlely happy with it but it's work in progress.

My work on my own belief system ongoing work read what takes your fancy and enjoy my art.

PKism - is about being you

and what you believe
I am,we are both an ism(a way)and ist (a will)

Taoism talks of the way but not of the will, willism defines the form while formless defines the way, all are very confusing to think about but are food for thought.

much the same as people except that they have rights but are confused by there responsibilties when in truth they are confused by both.

Introduction - This was produced by me, for me and you.

i am like you complicated and simple, somethings I do and say are straight forward other are less orthodox why? because I am individual, I am a Idealist, I have my own thoughts, feeling and beliefs. I won't except other peoples as gosbal, I need to understand them to make them mine.

What I believe, is what I am, what you believe is what you are?
God?

I have a concept of what we call god its not a man nor a woman, but something devine that exist as a ism and a ist or a way and a will of the universe, existing in all things as a level of consciousness this would also suggest that intelligents exist in everything. Maybe what we call enlightenment.

I think that man created the concept of god in his image to give himself some order, to define his existance, to console his fears. To control and maintain a social structure man would have to put in place a rules that people would adhere to this was defined through what would be called a holy book or bible which makes sense, a spoken word of god can be manipulated but a writen word has to be excepted as is

Since this time man has evolved his knowledge down many avenues of understanding which have become subjects and topics.

The problem is without prove of endorsement they serve as books of ideals, what man intended of man.

The source tends to be a interpretation of what a higher power would intend for us through the eyes and ears of a prophet.

Isms and Ists
Religion ?

I believe that religion serves to enrich us then control us, I believe that to have your own religion is to be a spiritualist while a blind believe or faith is not to know, but to simply believe. so to give up the responsibilty to a way of believing.

The problem is without acting on a free will you put control of yourself in a religionist or a leader of the faith this can lead you to better or to worse.

Conformist will try to conform others to please there superiors and give them a sense of security what they have done is to make vulnerable people more vulnerable. Look at the people religous types that knock at your door there no better then sales man, they don't actually care about other people but what they can do for them thats why the conversation tend to be a one way avenue of understanding.

Terrorism/Terrorist?
Are people that hate the world and themselves so they choose to use vessal like religion and politics to externalise themselves apon others.


In order to lead the concept of fear and terror they must protect themselves as the source by recruiting conformists and sociopaths.

They also shadow others, hide or shield themselves while spreading there control.

Vulnerable minds and those that seek to please, to be rewarded with praise or promises are easy to control with stead maintance.

Be careful of the active and passive terrorisms or terrorists that exist

Passive will push agendas to support there cause which is the same as the active only there is aimed at the long term then short term effect

Active a divide and concore method by maintaining fear and terror.

State and Religion?
When the state conforms to religion, religion can conform the state.

So to manipulate the state, play spin doctor with the people to motivate them to your aid.

Easier then politic as most people that defer to a religion are already a member of your structure.

Passive influence by supporting the state and reminder government of there pledges that made them the governing party.

Government is apart of the body of the state but the state is bigger then just politics. its law, its culture, its economics,Its the people its power.

Counter-terrorism/terrorist?
No-body like the idea of living in fear or at the mercy of others, so change this.

You have a duty to your community, you have a duty to the state.

You have a right to defend yourself and your family so be prepared and only in defence, do you have the need to protect.

1) Learn methods of self defence that work for you, practice with family and friends make sure that you can trust them help them be prepared.

2) Observe and be aware of activity in your neighbourhood and community. Log and document this information and secure the information in a safe place. behaviour, times, dates, descibtion of people involved, location any other things that alert suscipions, or supports the community.

3) Don't have blind faith in the security of your community get involved attend meetings, visit groups, influence them by being there, understand them.

4) Emergancy planning a must have family numbers in your mobile phone, have emergancy escape plan for you, family or neighbours.

5) Look at the structure of your community what risk are there vulnerable places and strong holds.

6) Basic first aid and fire training.

7) Have an evacuation point, like meet at a location that would be at advantage to travel because of where it is situated.

Aware from busy or vulnerable zones like a park.

8) Use your intiative to secure your future

Martial arts

Please read in sections, but don't read altogether because you stand a chance of putting yourself off reading what I have said. if you value a subject then you tend to take it in and make some use of it, while it natural to sensor information and reject it.


I study martial arts forever a master and a student I seek to enrich myself through it, I also know that there is ideal way or will of doing it.

Train with your strength and weaknesses be mindful of both

There is a polarity between weakness and strength you turn one into the other if you understand them and embrace change.

Understand vulnerability in your body and apply it to other.

Soft, is yielding, conforming, absorbing,tolerance, blocking.

Hard, is penetrating, reflecting, protective, supporting, striking.

Sharp, is dividing, precision, deflecting , intrusion, parrying.


Like stone, paper, scissors but with a martial arts focus

I have listed some relating elements to three divine tools.


Softness is divided by Sharpness, sharpness is blunted by hardness and hardness is contained by softness.

The greatest problem to defend or offend is a mixed application of the three divine tools above.

The 15 doors, when closing can trap, but when open offer the opportunity to be attacked.

1) Front of foot to ankle x2

2) Hands between palm and fingers x2

3) Back of the knee x2

4) Between the thighs x1

5) Arm pits x2

6) Inside the elbow x2

7) Side of the neck and shoulder x2

8) Under the chin x1

9) The open mouth x1

A door can be broken at the hinge, slammed or forced open like all things it has limits.

Only a mad man or woman would take on a mountain but as humans we rise to challenges like an eagle to a summit.

1) bent arms x2

2) bent legs x2

3) head x1

How ever high a mountain reaches heaven it must always return to earth, its at its foundation it can be toppled.

Circles

when a circle go's beyond its means it become a line, much the same as if a line go's beyond it means it turns to a circle. I must think about how one form turns in to another the body generates many circular moment in order to make a straight line, circular movement generate energy as well as absorb energy. So study the circular movements, attacks,defenses and changes in the circular movements from one to the other.

Circle fingers, wrists,ankles,leg,hips,shoulders,head in both direction make sure no more than about five to ten time each way.

Different areas of the body

when striking and blocking use variety in the areas of the body used as this will ensure greater resources and make you more complex to overcome but equally if a simple movement or technique can defeat an opponent then stick with it and vary speed and application.

Anything that is repetitive runs the risk of injury.

Walking the circle and beginning the circle

Walking the circle, practice attacks, defenses, speed, rhythm, movements and direction.

Beginning the circle, so that you can concentrate on the angle of attacks and defenses that you can use and protect yourself from.

Ying yi -Walks

I sometimes walk through remote area, and train by using small patterns or pugilistic movement while walking.

punches,kicks,block,transitional stances, even breathing exercise like tai chi quan but its a form of qi gong.

jogging or running can be applied too.


Tree boxing method

Is to use woodland to train the body, trees are the original wing chun dummies, force to be used to a minimum and light contact to a maximum as I want to improve resistance in my body and to train privately making the woods a perfect partner. Light practice is used so that I use the correct techniques against the tree as injury can very easy when application is miss applied. also as must is leather gloves to be used so abrasion are avoided. it will teach you that certain movements can be more firmly and forcefully. while other are applied more genitally. kicking will help you to use the right angle and area foot.

The State

The State (the embodiment of the country that you live in)
The growth of the state leads to international state, which brings great change and union between countries.

I am pro immigration if they have come to work to help themselves there people and support the state through labour and taxation then this can only be a good thing in the long run. Much of us talk about the concept of peace but little of want to mix and mingle rather that the problem of the world are some one elses responsibilities. In are heart we know we should do something. I often send messages of Ideas and prespective to people whether leaders or joe blogs on the net. sharing is caring so have a cyber hug.

I have sent ideas to George Bush and Tony Blair I know that it highly unlikely that the messages would be received by them and the information that they receive is sensored and not even them know the full extent of what is going in the ever changing world who does??? but at least someone would of read them along the way.

I don't think George Bush will stay in play for too long but sometimes pride becomes ones own demon and he is not the type to back down and accept some sort of defeat.

Tony Blair seems uncomfortable in bushes presents but this is speculation and observation.
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I think it would be good if the folk out there that do read this profile do consider voting as it very small amount of vote that are getting parties in play, I don't have much faith in politics but it worth researching.

I am interested in the monarchy influence.
But I as I said in an earlier chapter to support the state be supportive and know that whatever you do counts.
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There are those out there that act like parasites in there behavior it great shame there is know real reason why someone should be homeless or so many people are dependant on other peoples charity and kindness.<p>
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There are also predators that seek out weakness to exploit people for financual gain. So be aware of the seeds of corruption that have been sown among us only through passive influence is the better way.<p>
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I saw a student busking in town I could see that she was not poor but trying her best so I was happy to throw two quid in her case as she played a violin. When a few weeks I had a man approach when I was paying for a ticket to go on a train asking for spare change when he looked fit enough to work..But I dealt with him professionally.


I know many would say that there up bring attributed to there being but it doesn't stop you changing and growing if I saw my past self say about ten years ago I would be very different as a person as I have grown in many ways mentally and spiritually.

The conscious Mind <p>

The conscious mind, we as human being have a constant intrigue in the working of life and have always governed are life with choice it through these choices that have given us the ability to change are selves internally. But through rapid progress we are bound to make errors along the way as we are quick to except some ideas as fact everything I have written is my perspective and I seek to enrich and encourage free thinking among those who read this.

Back to the topic in question there is the belief in the mind having a sub-concuss and a concuss, but this work was excepted as fact all too quickly.

It lead to psychological development in these field but there is no proof that this entirely right throygh it is considered to be popular belief. I believe there are depths of consciousness which work on different levels as there are different brain waves in the human mind these serve different purposes maybe to stream information both incoming and out going so by having different frequencies much the same if your in a crowd of people and there all talking in a room if you try to listen to them all at the same time what you hear is some kind of white noise but your able to screen the noise and act with selective hearing. Made this reflect why we all sound different why men voices are different from women and children or is this just mental social training that we have under gone ?? Dogs can tell who coming to the dog by the sound of there walk and there experience with the person.<p>

I read studied about cyber-psychological engineering and used this information to develop ideas I would not expect the author to have mastered his own studies but some times to see a new perspective is not to be apart of the box but to be looking in and able to design your own box, the starting from scratch approach.
Basically there is a connect to the understanding of the brain and that of the computer system that exist because we build them they can reflect qualities and attributes of ourselves.

First of all we have a operating system that we function from we have manual, sub-automatic, automatic function an example when I wake up I don’t have to think about seeing the eyes automatically starts streaming information as soon a open them and when there shut. But there is a program set up as well this was research and development side of the brain when I was born basically the body learnt how top process the information from birth and developed a servo mechanism this serves to be apart of the core makeup of what we are.

Servo mechanism are like an auto pilot system in place and they cover ever aspect of your human being if you think about what was set by the Chinese understanding of how the human spirit fits in with the human body having a chakra system that relates different energy frequencies to organ in the body. Then there could be a link to the a universal truth about what we are and how we work.Think about how many mechanism and programmes there are for us to function a programme to eat a programme to sleep a programme to communicate to listen.

Now lets look at the servo-mechanism in more detail like for example we can manipulate, alter the function or maybe it was never properly developed like eating it is very easy to teach are self to over eat or to eat quickly or eat slowly or under eat most of this is sub-automatic our evolution could be are downfall as process food which is easy obtainable can be heated up and present into a easily consumable form when before the age of fire we had to eat raw food which may take a while chewing before you can swallow. Another failure we have is liquids and soilds are stomach knows that it has consumed food but it is hard to distinguish between foods and liquids because food has liquids and a large amount of our liquids comes from fruit and vegetables. So it takes us to think about maintance of ourselves if you are dehydrated then there are some major sign that will be fed back to you mentally but it is up to you to develop ways to process this information like having a dry mouth, head ache, flushed face, low energy levels. It take a while to rehydrate your self as everything is process going into the body.

I have talked about physical psycho servo mechanisms there are the psychological ones that react to external and internal stimuli such as emotional situation like a threat an act of affection and so on these are usually semi-automatic you can choose how your emotion work once you notice the feeling coming into play. But the emotion will already manifested themselves by the time you are aware of them like anger which is more then just a mechanism it’s a operating system that is activated and sometimes is hard to sub-due of transfer to and from depending on the personality or persona of the character in the individual which are vary between happy, sad and angry we are individuals more switch on towards one of the three as we have experienced them and developed coping mechanisms that involve them. The problem is controlling them like depression the best way is to deal with emotion set back and stress by setting your self time to deal with them before you feel you need to hide from the world there are servo mechanism in play but there not that well trained when it comes to depression usually it not so simple as just cheer up the trigger could be to an illness, or trauma I notice expectation seems to play apart and the feeling of being let down usually because there was some emotional involvement that when something happened it triggered it I have experience this I had what I thought was a fall proof plan and out of the blue the plan fell to bits by something outside of my control the breathing changed, blood pressure was raised and everything felt slower and heavier and time the rest of the world did not matter but acting as if I was researching what it was to be dying. This period lasted most of the day an till I felt a feeling of being angry, angry at acting like I was helpless, angry that I had let something take such hold on me.

But maybe it was some other reason maybe anger over ride this self pitty state and changes the mind from a passive intravert state into an active seeking state maybe depression is a servo mechanism at work state where it registers a fault internally and you need some down time, best in period of emotional low are to go back to basic and to eat well have a good rest plan a positive action plan to engage. If not maybe find away to reboot your self emotionally like for my self when the feeling of being empty was replaced with an angry feeling I knew I could do something positive with these emotions. But there are many different type of depressions that exist in the world the cause and reason are very individual and they require a level of self help then a course of drugs of a method of surgery. Some servo response are self programmed like when the is a massive surge of adrenaline where the flight, fight or freeze kicks in freezing can be an information overload so you cannot make up your mind this would be seen as a servo reaction failure basically you cannot move or act as you would normally want to this can be trigger in a state of shock.
Fight mode you tend to use basic attack and not to think of the outcome usually the thought of hitting or doing a certain action becomes overwhelming and will be trigger when the mind see no further way or has set a boundary in place.

Like being pushed to trigger a level of anger and aggression in a individual by the second or third push the individual will be defensive a system has been reacted based on the logic gate engaging with the psycho servo that are active. Now flight is register how much risk is involved and selected to remove your self from the danger only problem is burst of energy burn up massive amount of energy and the body has not a servo system set up to deal with the demands of an adrenaline dump. The longer you experience the adrenaline the better you are at coping and understanding it, it not a bad thing something matter so much psychologically that your body is preparing for anything and has gone into a semi-automatic state which will require you guidance. So you take control as the pilot by visualising the situation ahead of you look at the consequences outcomes and mistake that could be made and that everybody feels the same way in this mode. All these method set up for you to prepared for what may come and give you body the opportunity to down grade the auto defence mode, all professionals feel the same way if you look at anyone on telly look at there hands maybe how excited they are anything that show they become more animated or have become more defensive any sign of stress. So they are human after all but have very good methods of coping like slowing down body language, holding there hand, nervous laugh indicates that you are under tension but not in a dangerous manner

I hope I have given a basic understanding of the principle behind frequencies, Servo mechanism, now the final area of thought on this subject is to look at our behaviour through time as we grow old we are very much like a tree we gain a psychological level of skin or if you would like to think of the Russian dolls with the middle one being your core being and each other one represents the personal growth/development that you have gone through when people thing of regression this is what it is about. I referred to the frequencies now let think of the tree the roots are feeding in source into the body and the branch are outgoing sources like expression and actions. While all the processing is going on in the middle of this tree model which I am referring too which can feed back to the source in the same a tree would develop its roots. Much the same as the way the branches are external method resorting the would be a feed back loop of development for example social interaction if a method of communication was not working then you may choose a different way to express your self and the trunk which is your different layers of yourself image, personality experiences are connect through a stage of development which has lead to programmes, servo mechanisms which are multifunctional possibly different type like sensors that are apart of your awareness. Think about your memories and why they have been triggered was it external or was it an internal thought. I have tried to give you a three dimensional image of the mind there is much for me to learn.

Another model of Psycho cybernetics<p>

The mind and the technology we produce are related because it involved the human thought process along the way. So to better understand the mind we have only to see as hardware and software even thou the brain is very complicated all. But like us it was wants to be understood so it can be better used and looked after. Love thee self and thee being.

Firstly the memory can be related to a hard drive as it stores data the only differences is that it is not stored in one place in the brain and much like a hard drive there I lots of different data stored for different reasons.
Programmes set up to carry out routines and function that you do in your life.

Operating systems unlike a computer we probably have more these enable functions with in certain modes.

So a core operating system to cover life support, to reboot from sleep to wake mode raise awareness and divert resources all the stuff you can’t usually access. The different operating system are triggered by emotions and environments. Like for example work and when your home you may tend to act and think differently.

Servo mechanisms, are the triggers and reflect that set about improvements in the mind they also serve basic functions of the brain and trigger programmes in the brain and raise awareness to look for answers.

There is sometimes faults with the servos and the programmes but these can be adjusted or changed like painful memories and over reaction like being very nervous in a situation. Example a job interview naturally you want to be alert but not in a mode where you feel that you could die. Usually after you have geared the mind for all the possible outcomes then your heart rate will comedown a peg or two.

So a servo sets up the need to write a programme in the first place a internal sensor and a internal awareness. Thing of an anti-virus programme it is the sensors that are set up to detect a possible threat, the programme is activated and scans the file and registers the risks, the operating system choose the course of action which is usually you to delete or remove the file. So in the same way there are systems that you are more concuss of then others like to memorise information you may choose a system of remembering stuff depending on the data and create a programme to do this.

How is what I said useful well to understand what works well or not so well you have to understand the mechanics at work or in this case cybernetics giving you some extra life skills much the same as NLP training that exists out there.

Think of a model that can relate to you so that you can make sense of mental vastness and complexity, many models can be found through out our life such as work or in nature as I said before we are all connected to ourselves and this universe and our own.<p>

Memory and placement
Some of us are in appearance less tidy then others but no less organised as much the same as the brain has reasons for storage in different areas of the brain. So we externalise this behaviour in our world by placing things in places where you consider them easy to find. This is normal behaviour to extra tidy requires additional effort and resources to manage.

Do you know why the brain store information all over the place the answer is simple to protect it from damage, loss, disease if you had valuable assets would you keep then in one tidy spot for thing to go wrong.
I might be wrong in my studies but they are my studies that I am sharing with the public, I think as our technology develops it also strengthen our understanding of ourselves this is why we should try to look beyond simply the applications of I.T. and see the big picture and try to keep it simple and fundamental as the rate of technological development is astounding it could easily go into reverse.

Men and Women equation

First there is a level of equality out there somewhere but its more of pendulum swinging in favour of one gender and then the other. I don’t know if equality really exist it something to strive for but its usually a product of misrepresentation or unfairness that has lead to there being some discrimination. As a result the need for political correctness goes into overdrive. Giving someone equal choice, right and responsibilities should be fair a enough any little slip up along the way can be amended finger crosses and no stupid pay out for compensation. It doesn’t fix the problem and make the individual look like a greedy, selfish individuals ok that maybe harsh but people do actively seek to be endorsed for the emotion or there choice I can understand if a court agrees for a settlement for a financial lose.

Now what I have said covers both angles of the gender. Back to fairness debate we as human of different sexes are different, because early on in the evolution of our species it was easier for us to take on different roles. Women have always been involved in organisation of leadership decisions but they have not always played apart in the delivery of them. Women have always been highly valued assets of the family and have been kept at the centre of the atomic nucleus as have the children they have been protected by males of the group which over time has lead to certain conditioning with its pros and cons mans over protectiveness and insecurities have held woman back from fur filing there needs and desires I would say that in the present day that woman have a level of equality by we are geared towards are nature

Men and Women

Okay touchy subject but one that is worth talking about, I have figured it out a woman that I work with said that men can not multi task and that her ex-partner said she had no sense of logic both are false statements everybody is different so to say this is not if so facto. My research has lead me to discover that males minds favour logic then reason due to a emotional detachment with is required in certain circumstances and Women Reasoning then logic due to them have emotions and logic working together in a female mind then alternating between the two as in a males mind.

So an area of growth would be the study of logic and understanding emotional responses and communication also, feels logical.

Drugs and the state
Are fear and concerns are growing in regards to drugs, we as humans are drifting in our social circle and allowing people to tell us what is best for us and the need to experience something new. Some us will alway great a need to take risk with ourselves the problem is the risks cannot be measured or easily regulated with force.

My opinion is that drug users should be registered to the state and there drugs be regulated and purchased through government approved companies much like cigarettes or alcohol.

The partial separation between drugs and crime needs to be made. We can only work to the solution if we know the problems.

It sad to know that a high proportion of the long term unemployed and able bodied are due to being drug users and living a destructive and chaotic life. This class are state dependant.

More to come

Hello Piggyslamb,

I don't have the attention span to read all of that, but welcome to the group!

Maybe you could sum it up in fewer paragraphs?

Yes I might sumrise some of the content make it easier to follow.

Many thanks

Piggsylamb

Glad I wasnt the only one that skipped to the end to comment, I start to jump lines and then paragraghs...lol.
but here is the thing I will try and read a bit everyday untill I read it all...good stuff.
Thanks for sharing...

what is your site on Facebook or would you rather not reveal it?...I never read headings, so i missed that...

This is very interesting. I finally got through the whole thing and I must say a lot I didn't understand.